I just realized that I haven't written for a bit. I think failing math is starting to get to me. Yeh, I still haven't totally felt like shit.. that will come. But, first, I gotta write the chem final. That should be hell... considering I'm lost in it. Eventually I will understand how to study without procrastinating or daydreaming.. eventually. I wish I could say it starts now.. But.. I know myself too well. When the may semester starts, it'll help.. fresh start. Better not fudge that up.. oh god, if I fail chem now, I can't take organic chem this summer... well this has NOT de-stressed me. The amount of times I've written I and me is starting to piss me off. Shit! Now obsessed with R.. and feeling sad.