Ok.. so I totally shunned the blog for a while.. but.. whatever. It's not like anyone reads this except micola anywayz!... OOOH... burrnnnn.. jk. She's wonderful.. :).. newho. I'm taking organic chemistry right now.. it's thrilling.. Too bad my friends don't allow me to study when I need it! Oh well.. I will survive. If they cancel the second semester of organic chem.. I will hurt someone. Yesh.. that'd be it! I have nothing more to say.. except some deep, dark secrets. but, too bad!! Muahahaha..

Ok.. scratch that. I passed math.. and everything else too.. yesh. Ok. Soooo.. I have nothing worth reporting because I'm that lazy. K. Thx. Bye.

I just realized that I haven't written for a bit. I think failing math is starting to get to me. Yeh, I still haven't totally felt like shit.. that will come. But, first, I gotta write the chem final. That should be hell... considering I'm lost in it. Eventually I will understand how to study without procrastinating or daydreaming.. eventually. I wish I could say it starts now.. But.. I know myself too well. When the may semester starts, it'll help.. fresh start. Better not fudge that up.. oh god, if I fail chem now, I can't take organic chem this summer... well this has NOT de-stressed me. The amount of times I've written I and me is starting to piss me off. Shit! Now obsessed with R.. and feeling sad.

I managed to not ask him his name again. Yesh, I am tres stupide. Why do I care? Beats me. Why am I writing about him when I should be studying?? Beats me. Why do I even do a blog? Beats me. Will I FINALLY ask him his name/contact info (that's creepy) after/before the final exam?....... Beats me. Fudge. Maybe I will talk to him someday randomly. Yesh.. that is the sad, sad plan for Kathryn for the next few weeks. How lame am I? ..... BEATS ME!--~Wait, I know how lame I am.. I just wasted a full week's worth of blogging on him. Wow. So, yeh... SHIT!

What in the world is wrong with me? Whyyyyyy do I have to be a freak?.. ok... today, I depressed myself. There's some random guy... I apparently really find him attractive. Both physically and personally.. so .. yeh. I don't even know his name. I need a friggen brain. It's like I need to talk to him or get his name before this semester's over.. or else... well, nothing. Please, somebody, shoot me!.. and I spent ALL DAY thinking about how dumb I am. And..how I need to talk to him. Oh, and he does know I exist. We smiled a bit today.. oh, shut up, Kathryn!

So I'm pretty tired as heck. Shovelling shit tends to do that to me. I hate trynna do homework after doing work. I'm just beat. Chemistry, Math, and English should die. I shoulda taken Biology ONLY!.. ohhhh wellllll... My tea is cold. This is unfortunate. Crap. Ok, so now I've finished printing the bio notes for me and shayla.. soooo now I have no excuse to be on the computer. Hmmmm.. for once I actually did a "hmmm" moment there. Good job Kathryn!.. jeeeez. Ok. I am beginning to feel stupid and lonely. So, time to shut up.

Well I hope that Mikyla enjoys this stupid thing. I'm rather bored and I am sure that tomorrow I'll be tired as hell. Yesh, the joys of shovelling shit. I know, quit right?.. Wrong! I need this stupid job.. for exercise and the sad amount of money I do make. Sooooo... as I am not cutting my hair, I am not quitting. Can you tell I'm kinda annoyed? Well, getting this friggen page to be purple took me 1 hour. Annnnnd I had to think of a new email address. Yesh, this stress is not kewl. No. Not at all. By the way, I'm joking. School is wayyyy more stessful. But let's not go there. Have I mentioned that boiz suck lately?

I got the page to be purple.. this is exciting. Yesh. Go me!